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Revelation Chapter 12 by ~AvenueA:iconAvenueA:



Caught in a fight I have to choose sides,
Even though I have decided
It's not as simple as saying so.
I've chosen the gentle whisper of lovers' touch;
Pressed between warm bodies of friends,
Cherished and cared for.
I've chosen to love and be loved in return,
To care more for others than myself,
To trust them to meet my needs
As I serve their happiness.
I've chosen to be vulnerable in love
And open to that unique pain.
Saying this does not make it so,
I am still trapped;
Held by the nightmares of my past,
Consuming me even as I fight.
I fear these shadow daemons will drive away my loves.
Alone, the only hands that touch me are cruel,
And rememberances of lovers are lost in the darkenss of my mind.
There is a fight, and I chose sides;
I pray my lovers fight as hard for me as I to for them,
And that their arms await me when I am freed from the echoes of my befores.
©2009 ~AvenueA
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Author's Comments

I wrote this Christmas Eve, or, technically, very very early Christmas morning, having gotten home from mass. The reading and sermon were Rev chapter 12. That bit with the fighting and slaying of the dragon. It was being read and I was disproportionatly excited by knowing what it was and being able to sign this to the soprano sitting opposite me who was wondering why on earth there was a reading about demons and dragons and not shepherds in a field.

The vicar had definitly been on something, the sermon was muchly weird and non sensical and utterly not the sort of thing you say on the birthday of baby jesus.

Anyway, I came home and wrote this. I think this might have had more to do with my previous incarnation of Revelations 12 (and why I recognised it during the service) than the one that night. As I write this I'm remembering that that incarnation was during the BBC1 series Apparitions which was really rather good. Of course, now I have no idea why that is of any relevence to the poem either.

In other words, I have no idea about why this poem got this title, but it did, so it must have made some sense at some point.

Perhaps I should go and read some dead evangelists recollections from his acid trip to find out.

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